Jun 29, 2007

You should be cumming at least

I am only out for the orgasm. I can't understand why people don't choose to come on a regular. I swear
the world would be a better place if people had an orgasm at least ONCE a week. That's a minimum. I know there are people who come on a daily. I envy them! I have yet to experience one of those mind blowing orgasms but, that's because I haven't demanded them. Those types can only come from ME. It took me a long ass time to figure this shit out too.

I am still figuring out who I am in the mind blowing orgasm seeking department.
one thing I know for sure is

My dick sucking game is top notch. I am not asking for feedback or
approval. I KNOW THIS FOR A FACT! Supahead ain't got shit on me and
you bests believe that. I dream of having a dick sucking match with
her on video just to prove to people that Mr. Marcus will come faster
than he can blink his eye. Fuck it, I won't even entertain the
thought because he is a punk. You notice how he is always looking at
the camera man when he's fucking or getting his little ass dick
sucked. Tell me he ain't bi-sexual and I'll cut you off with the
quickness.

My pussy eating game is top notch as well. I know how to make sure you experience at least THREE in one session. THREE is the minimum and that's only if I like you. I make sure you get atleast ONE that's a given. If I have decided to eat your pussy then I will make sure to give you an orgasm. or better yet, you will experience one with me. I am not tooting my own horn, I know my skills, I've sold my skills, We're all prostitutes male or females. If you are receiving goods for your fuck services then you are prostituting your services and I ain't mad at you. Just call it what it is. You'll feel better about yourself.

Once we become real with the man in the mirror and stop trying to figure out what makes
other people tick, then we'll be on a better road to self-discovery.

Jun 19, 2007

Whatever you decide to do with your life is your choice.

To have a desire to go outside of your present relationship
is a self-esteem issue. There's NO excuse to seek outside relief when
you are in a present relationship. Before you try to justify to me why you have more than
one sexual partner, please save it because I do not want to debate. I am only speaking of what going on in my
inner thoughts and what my experiences are and I voice them. I am only judging myself.

I have never understood responses of I'm just dating. I
can respect someone more if they say, I enjoy fucking, I enjoy
having orgasms and I am a mutual giver and receiver of orgasms. I
want to enjoy them with you. I do not want to be your boy friend, girlfriend
wife or even your friend. I want to fuck, I want to fuck at least twice a week or on the regular
if possible let me know what you can handle. We can decide how to make it happen.
Your place, my place, a local hotel, the park, wherever!

Even if it's in their mind that it's more than a date. Most of the
times, men are more clear on what they want from relationships. I am not saying women are weak
I find that women get more wrapped up in the sex and link it with feelings and shit. The one thing
that makes men say what the fuck!

I've known quite a few men who are very content with just fucking. If
the fuck game is on point then everything else is too. Why mess up
the situation with the L word (LOVE) that shit is kryptonite to weak
ass people. Notice I say weak ass people. When they hear the word LOVE they either
flight or fight. I am not judging men or women. Trust me, everything of
what I think and speak is a direct reflection on my own inner issues.

I have come to realize that this is the most judgemental society out there.
We have to be judgemental to a length I'm sure. Like for instance, you would not just go and fuck some
homeless person you saw on the street would you? NO right? But, why not?
Because of your morals, it's nasty, they may have diseases?
Whatever you decide to do with your life is your choice.

I have fucked people who were single, married, lesbians,
bi-sexual, bi-curious whatever type of people you want to call them.
One thing I have come to realize, EVERYONE is bi-sexual. I am not
saying that a man wants to or will fuck a man but, the thought has
crossed their minds or has been brought up in a conversation at least
once in their lives. Even if it was a molestation type of situation.
If a man wants to see his woman with another woman or man then he is
bi-sexual. I am getting a headache because i'm not explaining this
right and i would hate for you to think i'm calling you gay or
whatever the stereotype is.

I have fucked people who SWORE up and down that they were STRAIGHT
they were not gay, they just loved me. they just like me. they just
liked being fucked by me. they just enjoy the way i fuck them or
whatever way they put it. I am mad at myself for not delving deeper with them the reasons
for justifying being fucked by someone who could care less of how they really felt deep down inside.

Jun 5, 2007

Like it's a bad thing

I've been learning so much from Miss Tylor. I cannot explain it. I would link her but, I am too lazy.

Google her ass: ALEXYSS K. TYLOR
Why isn't she on CABLE? Pay Per View or something?

http://www.alexyssktylorvaginapower.com/akt/index.php

You need to take an hour of your day and sit down and bring your glass of wine and sit back and listen.

She is the business for real. I cannot tell you enough.

I make sure to get a mirror and explore my vaginal on the regular. She has me tripped out on what power i never knew i had. and here i thought iwas a professional. nope. i'm a newbie. but, i'm a quick study! haha.

I had no fucking idea there were places in my vagina that I could trigger all the fuck by myself.

I am new to the masturbating department. not sure if i know what i'm doing half the time. haven't made myself cumm yet, but i am working on it. i am a determined bitch!!

I got caught fucking myself the other day by my guy. told him he needs to fucking knock the next time. and no you annot stand there and watch! get the fuck out. the nerve!

Jun 1, 2007

First Post! Welcome.

Welcome to the Narcisstic Mind!

Be respectful of my space or you will get banned. Thanks.

This is my space. The title says it all. I can say and do whatever the fuck I want. It's all about me and what I want to do! Leave the judgments at the door, I've already been preached to and listened to enough fake ass sermons to know that I'm going to hell. I'll have plenty of friends there! Thanks for your concern.